He smacks himself in the face with the heel of his palm.
He breathes.
“I’m not surprised…”
Then he’s lost control of his voice, he’s yelling, he’s crying.
“I didn’t think I was the fucking patron saint of shit! Fuck you! Fuck. You- you act like I expect things? Good things? In me? Fuck! Off!”
He muffles a frustrated scream against his hands, wadding it up into up his blazer. It takes some of the steam out of him. His voice is hoarse, getting tired. Quickly he’s stopped yelling and downgraded to pathetic wet sniffling.
“I’m not surprised. I-I beat people up till they can’t fucking walk and I lock women in my apartment. Why would I be surprised? That’s fucking stupid…”
He manages to pull himself to his feet and collect their bowls, he walks over to the sink. The water squeaks and screams to life but he just stands there, looking at it. He is very stupid. He was the stupidest man in Elysium and now he’s the stupidest man on the Ryslig peninsula.
cw police brutality, vague references to violence against women
He smacks himself in the face with the heel of his palm.
He breathes.
“I’m not surprised…”
Then he’s lost control of his voice, he’s yelling, he’s crying.
“I didn’t think I was the fucking patron saint of shit! Fuck you! Fuck. You- you act like I expect things? Good things? In me? Fuck! Off!”
He muffles a frustrated scream against his hands, wadding it up into up his blazer. It takes some of the steam out of him. His voice is hoarse, getting tired. Quickly he’s stopped yelling and downgraded to pathetic wet sniffling.
“I’m not surprised. I-I beat people up till they can’t fucking walk and I lock women in my apartment. Why would I be surprised? That’s fucking stupid…”
He manages to pull himself to his feet and collect their bowls, he walks over to the sink. The water squeaks and screams to life but he just stands there, looking at it. He is very stupid. He was the stupidest man in Elysium and now he’s the stupidest man on the Ryslig peninsula.
“You’re a homo-sexual.”